I want to be like I feel on the inside. I want to be incredibly smashed, walk along side of a road, contemplating if I should walk on to the road and just sit there, waiting for a car to come, when I see one, stand there, just waiting. I wonder what the pain would feel like. I wonder if it would change my life or I won’t wake up. I wonder if people would feel pain or if they would just...
I constantly wonder how Oscar would act and feel if he knew I was seriously injured or if I had died.
I’m sick of guys talking to me about wanting to do sexual things. You know I’ve never had a guy wanting to date me.
Nothing is working.
I can’t think straight any more. I want to just give up on school and find a simpler way of spending this year. I’ve tried relaxing, I’ve tried ignoring you, I’ve tried spending my time talking to other people to feel less of a gap. None of this is working though. You mean to much to me. I can’t handle this. I want to know if we’re done, giving up and never...
ditoskeets: What I hate more than anything is the fact that you want nothing to do with me. Why… Just why?
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Things that remind me of you:
Stupid pet names The toy flower in my room Bottle caps My Ramones T-shirt Chocolate bunnies English accents The Inbetweeners The Notebook UP Foxy Lady by Jimi Hendrix Absinthe Champagne Skype The bruises left on my neck from you Sex People touching my hair gently Doctor Who Cheesy songs